Sometimes I think I deserve the World. Other days I don’t know how people even look at me and consider me anything more than just mass filling an empty space. I feel so empty in this place. And I’m so sad that my relationship with my family hasn’t gotten better… I’m depressed. Utterly depressed…. I wish I had the people in my life that never made me feel a negative emotion. And if I did I had shoulders to cry on… Ears to listen. I feel trapped in this hell hole. Please someone lift me up… And help me out.